I am my own jailer and my own creator of freedom

I got it this morning - as I was meditating.  There it is.  It was so clear - the glimpse and I step into it and expand.

I've created my situation of feeling separate from God, inadequate and small and I therefore I am the only one that can destroy it.

I am my own jailer and the one that holds the keys to my freedom.

I hold the lock and the key.

And I'm unlocking the gates.  it's almost astonishingly simple yet so unearthly that it's difficult to even immerse myself into it all completely.   But here I go.  because there's really nowhere else to go but inward into that wonderful vibrating stillpoint within.  We don't have to leave our bodies to do this, I realize.  It's right here all the time.  All the time.

Brilliance is just as terrifying as constantly complaining that I am victimized by my limitations.

I'm floored by the quote from Einstein that Guruji gave -

in Pulsations of Godhood.

Guruji said that Einstein took up violin in his later years and said that in his next lifetime he wished to reincarnate as anything BUT a scientist.

(When asked about the theory of relativity) :

"It occurred to me by intuition, and music was the driving force behind that intuition. My discovery was the result of musical perception. "
~ Albert Einstein

God Bless Guruji and Albert Einstein and all the musical geniuses of the world.

As I said to my sister - benzene rings, blastulas, Bach and Bartok seem to have a lot in common.